UGH!!

All I have to say today is that i screwed myself over. I am so STRESSED! I need to find a healthy way to deal with all this stress.

Emma is one AMAZING fit thrower! :) She is so much better than her mom ever was at it. I love it! Finding a babysitter is craziness! I never thought it would be so difficult. Another thing I want to say is that I am tired of being screwed over by the government. Ugh!

My photography studio is moving along really slowly. I finally found a guy to kind of mentor me. But still the racking in the money is not happening yet. Oh the stress just keeps piling up!

She's Arrived!!

My foreign sister has finally arrived back at home! I do not think I could possibly be any more excited about this. Although, there is no way that anyone was more happy to see Jiwoo than Emma. In all the 13 months that Emma has been here in my life, I have never seen her act as giddy and smilely and as happy as she did when Jiwoo walked through that airport door. From the minute Emma saw her, she was all smiles until we got home and constantly kept giving Jiwoo kisses. Jiwoo recieved more kisses than I get in a week in just an hour after she got here. Needless to say, Mommy was a little jealous. Lol...

In other news, I am currently working on getting some business cards made for my photography studio. Also, my photo shoots are getting to be more often. I am a little overwhelmed and very excited about this. I will be the first to admit though, that I get nervous before every photo shoot that I do. I'm always worried that clients will not like how the photos turn out. But i guess that those are just the "new professional photographer" jitters.

More school stuff on Thursday. More orientation for college and I get my laptop this week. I can't wait to start school. I was not expecting that I would actually ligitly miss school as much as I do. It is definitely a strange feeling. But super excited for everything to get rolling on Monday! :)

I make bad love life decisions. I need some standards. When I set these standards though, I need to make sure that I don't give in to something that doesn't meet them just because I'm tired of being single. My new way of thinking and I'm hoping that this works this time. I don't need a man but if one appears, he has a checklist to clear first.